every night i remember that evening, the way you looked when you said you were leaving, the way you cried as you turned to walk away. the cruel words and the false accusations, the mad looks and the same old frustrations. i never thought that we’d throw it all away. i’m a little bit lost without you and i’m a bloody big mess inside. i’ve been lost, i've been out, i’ve been losing my mind, i’ve been tired, i’m hurt and confused and i’ve been mad. i’ll come back fighting, i may be scared and a little frightened, but i'll miss you until you're here again.